Family Problems

Have you ever felt like your tired of trying and just want to run away from home? My father came home one day and started yelling about how my mother didn't make dinner. It's funny because you might be thinking why would he be yelling just because of that? but he does complain. It wasn't just that day, this is a everyday thing that I got used too. I always run to my room to hear music and try to ignore them but their voice was louder than my speakers. So i decided to leave the house and guess what? My parents didn't know until the next two hours.I left my house in tears, I hate seeing my parents argue everyday. When my parents found out I left they called me and yelled at me to come back home because it was too late for me to be walking around by myself at night. I always tell my parents to try for their kids maybe that's why their still together. I'm tired of trying to get my whole family eat together as a family but it didn't work. that day I ate by myself. until this day now, I still eat by myself. When I go to my boyfriends house and eat with his family makes me think about how my family doesn't even eat together. I actually love that feeling of eating together even though  their not my real family.