A Terrible Life for All Eternity

People say they wish they were me but it sucks to be me, especially if people hate you or fear you. I guess you can say people want to be me because they thinks it's cool, but what's so amazing about being pale or drinking blood or not being able to see your own reflection. I've been around since the 17th century, and the first century wasn't bad, but then it got boring and depressing. It sucks because even though I'm 23 forever, it's not as fun as you think it is.

I got bit by my ex boyfriend because I wanted to be like him. Everything was perfect between us it was a dream type of relationship. We did everything together nothing was wrong with our relationship. It was sad when died I cried for months, the villagers had killed him, they put a stake to his heart.

Life really does suck for me. I've always wanted children but I wouldn't want them to be like me. I've been in so many relationships and I still can't find the one. Then when I tell them I'm  a vampire they freak out so I have to kill them. It sucks but I don't want my secret out I don't know what would happen if someone knew.

All I want to do is find the one and when that day comes, it'll be the best day of my life.

Tonight I'm going to a party with a few of my "friend's". It's a Halloween party so I blend in perfectly. No need for makeup or fake fangs, this is the only night I can actually be myself. I can't wait.

We arrived at the party already to dance and have a good time. I love having contest with people at parties because I always win. Especially when it comes to shots, no one can beat me.

I decided to dance for a bit with Roxanne and Ally. After awhile someone bumped into me and I fell. This person helped me up.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you fall."

"Its fine, I'm okay."

He took me to sit down.

"Here's some ice." He put it   on my forehead. I looked up at him.  He was gorgeous.

"Thanks I appreciate it." I could barely speak. He had the most amazing eyes, hazel.

"Are you sure you're okay?" He looked so concerned.

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"I'm going to stay with you until the swelling goes down."

"No, I'm fine, I don't need a babysitter." He chuckled.

"I'm not going to babysit you, I just wana make sure you're okay that's all. Its not like I'm trying to kill you."

We both laughed. "Okay. Thank you." I couldn't help but just stare at him, he was perfect.

That night he drove me home. We talked up a storm, he even asked for my number. Of course I gave it to him. He dropped me off and said goodnight. I never thought I could get this happy in one night.

Later that week I got a call from him around 3 in the afternoon asking if I wanted to go out with him. Obviously I said yes, I really wanted to get to know him and see where things go.

He picked me on a Friday night around 8, we went out to a restaurant for a bit. Nothing big just more of a hang out restaurant.

"I'm not scared of you Sophia."

"What do you mean?" my body froze.

"I know what you are Sophie."

I started to get worried. "What do you mean?" I repeated.

"You're a vampire."

"No I'm not. What makes you think that?" I said with a little laugh so he wouldn't suspect anything.

"Sophie don't hide it I know you're are a vampire because...." he paused.

"Because?" he couldn't speak anymore. "Tell me Josh."

"Because I'm one to. That's how I know you're a vampire Sophie."  he looked relieved.

"Why didn't you tell me at the party?"

"Because I wanted to make sure. I'm happy you're a vampire because now I won't be so lonely... I hope you're not mad because I really like you I'd like to hang out more it was fun today." he looked down. I lifted his head.

"I like you too." I have him a hug. I finally found someone that understands me, I was relieved.

Its been about 3 years since we've been together now and we're as happy as can be. We always talk about how we're tired of living forever, and how we just need to accept the fact that we are vampires. We still haven't said I love you too each other because we don't really think it's love just a strong friendship. We can say we're together, we are a couple, and we do know we belong together. I can also say we belong together forever.