If I Could Go Back And Change 1 Experience In H.S, What Would It Be?

If I could go back and change one experience I had in High School, I would change the relationship I had with my grandmother. On last night, my grandmother died at about 10:45 pm. All of my family was at the University of Illinois all day to keep a close eye on her. You really have to understand that my grandmother had so many issues and because of that, it was so hard for her to keep fighting. My grandmother had lung cancer, renal disease, a peculiar fungus in her blood, and so much more. I wish I could have done a lot more to help her. When we received the news, everyone begin to cry hysterically. It’s just so hard and cumbersome to do this without her because my grandma is what kept us together, and now I fear the direction in which our family will go. I graduate in two weeks and the simple fact that I can’t share that with my grandmother breaks my heart so badly and so suddenly. I am so awfully disgusted with my family because while my grandmother was lying in her bed all my family could do is argue about money and transportation to the funeral. To make a long story short, I wish I could did a lot more to help her.

Eddie Brewer
RIP Mama 1939-2008
I Love You So Much!!!