short story ! jackie davila

This girl everyone knew her. Her name was Cassidy. She was a sophomore in high school. She wasn't really of a quiet person nor open person. She was always smiling. it would be rare if you would see her crying or sad. she was a girl that knew she was a good person, wouldnt criticize people or anything. but people talked about her almost everyday. Cassidy would always ignore it and keep smiling. she was the type of girl that would hide all her pain behind a smile. she had problems at home and with her boyfriend. but she didn't have anyone to talk to. until one day she was really stressed out she couldn't take all the pain anymore and started cutting herself. i began to cut myself. i dint have anyone i can depend on and talk my problems out to. my fam,ily would turn my back, i always felt as in my friends didnt want to listen to my problems or if they did so they would pertend like they cared but in reality be annoyed. every night it was the same old routine. brush my teeth, wash my face, and go to bed. noone ever knew that i would cry myself to sleep every night. i was having many problems with my family. my mom was such a nice womean. but she changed little by little as time flew by. which she is now a person i dont know. always judging me. Mkaing me feel like im being left out. sometimes i just feel like i was a mistake to her, like she doesnt want me near her because she doesnt like me.  problems with my boyfriend, he pertended he cared about me. he always pplayed with my feelings. i didnt know who to turn for advice and so i thought cutting myself would make me feel better. everyday it kept getting worse and worse. i didnt know how to handle it. i was getting bullied at school. parents would treat me as in i wasnt worth anything. a new girl had transferred to  my school. her name was katherine. she was really prettty, tall and was friendly. as day flew by i knew she was the type of girl i can consider being a true friend. kat would notice everything about me. she would noticed that my eyes would be puffy because of all my crying from the night before. i went to her house. she begged me to tell he rmy problems so she can give me advice.
"cassidy is everything alright?'
  "Yes..."
"you know you can count on me with anything and trust me" she said.

RING...RING... RING.....
we had gotten interrupted by a phone call.
"hello?" i answered
it was a rally weird number but i still picked up.
"i wouldnt trust kat if i were you shes not a true friend.."
"what?who are you?"
they hang up i didnt want to mention anything to kat. when i turned around to kat she seemed to be smiling to her phone talking to someone and said yes i have done it already dont worry. Was she trying to harm me? i didnt know what to do she would act weird and diffrent throughout the days. October 2 my anniversary with my boyfriend. he didnt wnat to see me. i didnt know why and all i wanted to dpo was spend the day with him. the next day i found out he cheated on me and worst of all my parents were coming at me for no reason. i couldnt take anything nomore at this point. katherine i thought she was my friend but where was she when i needed her? i was tired of everything. this night nobody was home so it was the day a grabbed a knife started cutting my self. Grabbed some pills and started taking them all..I began to feel dizzy.
i wokeup in the hospital or well i thought i tried talking to every one but noone seemed to hear me. people came to visit. my parents were crying .
"hello mom!!!"
when i realized i could see my self in the bed. Was i dead? this couldnt be true. My mom began to talk to me. cassidy im sorry about everything and so did every one else but it was too late for these apologies. They cared when it was to late.