R.I.P SPANKY

the person that iam reminising the most is my big cusin ernest lomax but know as spanky 4. spanky was my favorite big cusin we been through alot of things together and its hard to kno that he is gone forever and not coming back. everytime i think about him i start to share a tear because i wish i was der in the car to tell him to put on his seat belt and tell da driver to slow down. spanky was my favorite big cusin because growin up together we had so much funny times and times i will n cant never forget and to see him in a casket really hit me because i have never seen him in a suit except for good times and i just broke down to my knees and cried all the way home. i still cry for him almost everday and i just hope he's in the right place doing the right things. R.I.P SPANKY