things could be better

ok i feel better then ever but even though i'm good things can always be better. Cause there other things i can have and some i can be without but some i would weather hold on too. So i wonder i had what i needed wanted or just haven't thought of yet ould everything be better probably, probably not. Also kinding feeling the whole back in school stuff even though this summer was kind of hot. so this year i guessing i have to be more focused on the school and School work. I thought about being on a sport team but thats probably not going to work out its biggger things that i have to worry about not saying sports isnt importantt cause in some cases it is but when it all comes down to it your going to need that education. And yea u need good grades to play sports in this school or you will get shut down real quick becaue education first after school things Second. But yeah right now im after more bigger things that involve not just me but bigger and better things and people. Also expecting new things new changes so im just about expecting it all. So i feel different feeling change feeling a certain lust for life and whos all in my life knowing that its not all about me so i should think so big of myself always but worry about other peope and make sure if i can help then let me be there and help and not play side line any more.