Words, illustrations, and thoughts from urban youth.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Bellringer 36D
Bellringer 36B
Bellringer 35D
Bellringer 35C
Bellringer35B
Bellringer 35A
Bellringer 35B
Bellringer 34E--Freestyle Friday! =)
If you were a millionaire, what would you do to change society?
What would the world sound like without music?
Monday, June 1, 2009
Bell Ringer Extra Credit =]
2. I oppose the Olympics coming to Chicago. I say this because the city of Chicago is already in a lot debt and bringing the Olympic will not benefit us at all. While the Olympics are being held on Chicago, many people will be helplessly looking for a new place to call home. Many will go looking for jobs because of their displacement. There are bigger issues that Mayor Daley should be concentrated on. For example, CPS is in a $450 million deficit and will most likely lay off many people. CTA needs improvement and with these high fares, many people are going to stop taking the CTA. From previous Olympics, it shows that it has done nothing but made the city worse. Mayor Daley only wants the Olympics to benefit him and the upper class part of the city. He wants Chicago to become a globalized city with many big corporations
3. If you are thirty years old and still living with your parents, I believe that it may nr bad for you. There are many reasons as to why I say this. You need to stop depending on others and become independent. If you live with your parents then, maybe a reason can be that you might need help financially. If that is the reason then another solution could be to at least move in with a friend. Being independent and exploring the world is better than staying with your parents. If the reason is because both you and your parents are attached then maybe learn to move on.
4. I have three favorite teachers. In the beginning I only had two but after some thinking I decided to add another one. My first favorite teacher is Mr. Winfrey. I choose you because you are very calm and laid back teacher. I can honestly say that I learned a lot from you and your teaching methods. I really like how you let us turn in late work and still give us that opportunity. My second favorite teacher is Mr. Haines. I choose him because he makes history and currents issues seem very interesting. I am not the type of person that is very active in news and such. Spending time with him in Washington really made me enjoy learning about every day news. Lastly my favorite teacher is Ms. Van Dera. She is always energetic and optimistic. Her songs and review games are very creative and fun. I really enjoy her classes.
5. If I were a millionaire I really don’t know what would be the first thing I would do. Most likely put all that money in various banks. After that is done, I will pay off any debts that my family has. I will also save money for me and my sisters college life. I would also donate a lot of the money to bulindng schools in poor countries around the world. Not only that but also donate money to other good causes. After all the necessary stuff is settle I plan to take my family traveling around the world. After coming back, maybe buy an affordable house.
6. What does the devil look like? I have no clue. The way religion and the media portray the devil is a red skin man with horns on his head and a tail. I really could care less about how the devil looks like. I am not a very religious person. I do have a religion but I just don’t really practice it. Religion is not a big part of my life and I don’t have much interest in it. I haven’t gone to church in a long time I don’t plan on going any time soon. I think that the devil is some made up character that the media puts out and that doesn’t exist at all.
7. When asked the question: “When do you plan on having kids?” My answer is always “I don’t know”. I always give this answer because I just can’t picture myself in the future either getting married or having kids. If I were on planning kids I want to adopt. I don’t plan on having kids till maybe im in my late 20’s because I plan to do a lot with my life. I want to travel, help out around the world, have my own business. I would probably have a kid after im done with everything and I am settled.
8. There are many stereotypes about every race. I think that these stereotypes originate primarily from the media and society. Propaganda also is a major factor in stereotypes. From every war, there is always propaganda about the opposing side. For my race, there are many. For example people tend to think that Mexicans always eat tacos, burritos, beans, tortillas. I have not eaten a burrito never so clearly stereotypes are phony! Also that Mexicans play soccer and that they are illegal immigrants. I dislike stereotypes and wish that people would stop assuming that if one race does something bad then the whole race is also the same way. People need to learn how to respect cultures.
9. Finals are tomorrow! I think I am somewhat prepared. The two classes that I really want to focus on the most is British Literature and Math. I hope that I study enough to get a good grade. I am so glad that we don’t have a final for AP US History class. Instead we have to do a power point on a country and its current issues and it will be presented during finals week. For band class I have no midterm because Mr. West took my mouth piece. For Ms. Phillips class im not really worried much because I have a cheat note card in which I can put as much information as I want. Finally I don’t really need to do much for Spanish class because I already know Spanish and I feel confident in that exam.
10. Finally I’m done with all these extra credit bell ringers! I had posted them to the blogger and after posting it said error and all my bell ringers didn’t save!! I was so mad but in the end I had to re write them all. So here I am hoping that this time it will work if not I saved this already! I hope that this extra credit assignment helps my grade enough to make it a “B”. Even if my grade isn’t that great all that matters is that I tried my best.
A Dedication I Wrote To Victoria
Something I Wrote To Victoria Subliminally
Something Timiro Wrote & I Stole It
Poem
Appreciate you as a man I was born child, young
Lookin for young girls to party with
Make your body shift, shake up your cartilidge, women
I wasn't satisfied with just one
I'll rip your valentine and having time adjusting, its hard
I thought not a soul could change me
You honor roll, I was down with hoes in grade C, level
I guess there is roses in the ghetto
Gotta find them, always meet the dozen not he diamond, coal
Been supportive now my days shorter
When they was longer dealin with the side
effects were calmer, mistakes
I tripped over in my early days
Making the skies over few look a pearly gray, dirty
Until you came along and laid it on
I'll stick with you even if my man say its wrong, for real
Poem # 2
For the queens who fiend for the kings who come around
I wanna extend the jewels to the crown
Behold you are soul that is lost never found
Still a virgin cause you untouched
Messin around with low-life niggas, who dont give a****
You need a king to put it down right
I know you want something thats more than just a one night
Stand tall never fall for the less queen
Naive niggas with tired ass raps stuck in his dreamstate
With his truck and his real estate, fell for the bait
Not knowing he's tryna change what's sealed in his fate
Just a mouse lookin through a crack
Of the gates to a soul never coming back
Cultivaters never laid to realize self
And when its done the queen of queens
will complete your wealth
Know thy self
Insight
Bellringer 34C
Streotypes
Feel It
Do you feel it?
Is it close? Is it far? Is it here?
Do you feel it?
Are you happy? You sad? You scared?
Do you feel it?
Is it right? Is it wrong? Is it fair?
Do you feel it?
Is it real? Is it fake? Do you care?
Do you feel it?
When he stopped and he paid for head,
did he feel it?
With his wife when he laid in the bed,
did she feel it?
When the police kicked in the door,
did he feel it?
When he had to go to war,
did he feel it?
When they hung and they swung from a tree,
did they feel it?
Well I know when they come for me,
will I feel it
When he blew all his money to ball,
did he feel it?
When that bullet came through a wall,
did she feel it?
When he stopped and he dropped when he died,
did he feel it?
When his momma closed his eyes,
did he feel it?
When she couldn’t take the pain,
did she feel it?
When the dope flows through her veins,
does she feel it?
When she took off all her clothes,
did she feel it?
When she slid down that pole,
did she feel it?
Will it all be clear to see,
will I feel it?
If God forgives me,
will I feel it?
Bell Ringer Extra Credit =]
2. I oppose the Olympics coming to Chicago. I say this because the city of Chicago is already in a lot debt and bringing the Olympic will not benefit us at all. While the Olympics are being held on Chicago, many people will be helplessly looking for a new place to call home. Many will go looking for jobs because of their displacement. There are bigger issues that Mayor Daley should be concentrated on. For example, CPS is in a $450 million deficit and will most likely lay off many people. CTA needs improvement and with these high fares, many people are going to stop taking the CTA. From previous Olympics, it shows that it has done nothing but made the city worse. Mayor Daley only wants the Olympics to benefit him and the upper class part of the city. He wants Chicago to become a globalized city with many big corporations
3. If you are thirty years old and still living with your parents, I believe that it may nr bad for you. There are many reasons as to why I say this. You need to stop depending on others and become independent. If you live with your parents then, maybe a reason can be that you might need help financially. If that is the reason then another solution could be to at least move in with a friend. Being independent and exploring the world is better than staying with your parents. If the reason is because both you and your parents are attached then maybe learn to move on.
4. I have three favorite teachers. In the beginning I only had two but after some thinking I decided to add another one. My first favorite teacher is Mr. Winfrey. I choose you because you are very calm and laid back teacher. I can honestly say that I learned a lot from you and your teaching methods. I really like how you let us turn in late work and still give us that opportunity. My second favorite teacher is Mr. Haines. I choose him because he makes history and currents issues seem very interesting. I am not the type of person that is very active in news and such. Spending time with him in Washington really made me enjoy learning about every day news. Lastly my favorite teacher is Ms. Van Dera. She is always energetic and optimistic. Her songs and review games are very creative and fun. I really enjoy her classes.
5. If I were a millionaire I really don’t know what would be the first thing I would do. Most likely put all that money in various banks. After that is done, I will pay off any debts that my family has. I will also save money for me and my sisters college life. I would also donate a lot of the money to bulindng schools in poor countries around the world. Not only that but also donate money to other good causes. After all the necessary stuff is settle I plan to take my family traveling around the world. After coming back, maybe buy an affordable house.
6. What does the devil look like? I have no clue. The way religion and the media portray the devil is a red skin man with horns on his head and a tail. I really could care less about how the devil looks like. I am not a very religious person. I do have a religion but I just don’t really practice it. Religion is not a big part of my life and I don’t have much interest in it. I haven’t gone to church in a long time I don’t plan on going any time soon. I think that the devil is some made up character that the media puts out and that doesn’t exist at all.
7. When asked the question: “When do you plan on having kids?” My answer is always “I don’t know”. I always give this answer because I just can’t picture myself in the future either getting married or having kids. If I were on planning kids I want to adopt. I don’t plan on having kids till maybe im in my late 20’s because I plan to do a lot with my life. I want to travel, help out around the world, have my own business. I would probably have a kid after im done with everything and I am settled.
8. There are many stereotypes about every race. I think that these stereotypes originate primarily from the media and society. Propaganda also is a major factor in stereotypes. From every war, there is always propaganda about the opposing side. For my race, there are many. For example people tend to think that Mexicans always eat tacos, burritos, beans, tortillas. I have not eaten a burrito never so clearly stereotypes are phony! Also that Mexicans play soccer and that they are illegal immigrants. I dislike stereotypes and wish that people would stop assuming that if one race does something bad then the whole race is also the same way. People need to learn how to respect cultures.
9. Finals are tomorrow! I think I am somewhat prepared. The two classes that I really want to focus on the most is British Literature and Math. I hope that I study enough to get a good grade. I am so glad that we don’t have a final for AP US History class. Instead we have to do a power point on a country and its current issues and it will be presented during finals week. For band class I have no midterm because Mr. West took my mouth piece. For Ms. Phillips class im not really worried much because I have a cheat note card in which I can put as much information as I want. Finally I don’t really need to do much for Spanish class because I already know Spanish and I feel confident in that exam.
10. Finally I’m done with all these extra credit bell ringers! I had posted them to the blogger and after posting it said error and all my bell ringers didn’t save!! I was so mad but in the end I had to re write them all. So here I am hoping that this time it will work if not I saved this already! I hope that this extra credit assignment helps my grade enough to make it a “B”. Even if my grade isn’t that great all that matters is that I tried my best.
Bellringer 34B
Bellringer Extra Credit
Bellringer Extra Credit
So serious and wiery like a grudge
Willing to do anything to serve as a judge
Most known man in St. Paul
Seemed like he can take on the world
As wise as a prize
People realizing that they had better recognized
Traveled coast to coast around
Never looks on the ground
His fame and position so high
It can possibly touch the Sky
No such lawyer as him
Never willing to forgive
He is so commited to his judgement
That he was great at being defensive
No one was tougher than him as he knows
And his appearance was well to be known.
Bellringer Extra Credit
Filled with delight.
Like soup filled with meat,
Her smile is so bright.
Her body is so nice.
Her face is so beautiful,
You would never think twice.
Her mind is so thoughtful.
She loves me a lot.
I love her too.
Her body so hot,
The way she moves.
I have found love.
And she is all of the above.
Bellringer Extra Credit
NOBODY
NOBODY
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Do You Want The Olympics To Come To Chicago?
Bell Ringers 1-10
If I ever leave you baby, you can say i told you so, and if I ever hurt you, you know I hurt myself as well. Is that any way to carry on? Do you think I want my loved one gone? I love you more than you'll ever know. When I wasn't making money, you know where my pay check went, and I never sent a red cent. Is that any way to carry on? Do you think I want my loved one gone? Now I'm not trying to be just any kind of woman, I'm just trying to be somebody, that you can love, trust, and understand. I know that I can see a part of you that no one else can see, but I've got to hear you say that it's alright. I'm only flesh and blood, but I can be anything that you demand. I can be queen of everything, or just a tiny grain of sand. So tell me is that any way to carry on? Do you think that I want my loved one gone? I love you more than you'll ever know.
I don't know what age I would like to have children, but if i have them it would be before I'm thirty. It would have to be when I am all done with college and have a good paying job, but I also will have to be married. I don't want to have kids outside of a marriage. i want a lot of children, somewhere between seven and twelve. I always have a vision of having a big family. I don't really like the idea of pregnancy, so I think that I will be adopting all of my children. We will see what the future holds for me. I against abortion, but I agree that a woman should have the right to choose if she wants one or not. no one else should get to choose what a woman does with her body, it should be totally up to her.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face. You told me how proud you were, but I walked away. If only I knew what I know today.I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away. Thank you for all you've done. Forgive all your mistakes. There's nothing I wouldn't do.To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance, to look into your eyes and see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away Oh, it's dangerous. It's so out of line to try to turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do and I've hurt myself. By hurting you.
Day after Day seems like I push against the clouds They just keep blocking out the sun It seems since I was born I've wakened every blessed morning Down on my luck and up against the wind Don't you stop, don't you run, don't you cry. You'll do fine, you'll be good, you'll get by. Night after night seems like I rage against the moon But it don't ever light the dark, I curse the falling rain But it won't stop for my complaining Down on my luck and up against the wind Don't you stop, don't you run, don't you cry You'll do fine, you'll be good, you'll get by. When will it stop? How long do I have to live like this? Mama told me it would by days like this. She didn't say I'd have to fight so much against the wind. I'm just down on my luck and just about ready to give up. You'll do fine. you''ll be good, you'll get by.
I can’t stop my eyes from seeing you, Even when you’re not within my view. Hands upon my watch refuse to move Every moment that we share is like new. I can’t stop my hands from touching you I can’t stop my lips from kissing you I can’t stop my arms from holding you I can’t stop my body from needing you. And whatever the road you want me to travel Baby I'll ride wherever you'd rather. My seat belt's on, now you can go faster I want to go faster. just give it all. I’m ready to fall, But what about you? I guess you can say I got it bad, and I don't know what to do. I need a place to running away from the things I feel for you. I'm sorry that I expected you to give the things I would give in return. Hey that's life you live and you learn.
Reach up and pick from the tree that sprouted from the bitter roots, that were watered by the clouds and only rained with the truth. Get a cup and quench your thirst in the stream of consciousness, there is no purer stream in this whole Continent. Run wild with my thoughts, but don't use then against me. My mind runs wild, further than skin deep. Breathe in hope, swim in a sea of dreams, promises sprinkled on the night sky watch them gleam. We Dodge bullets from close range, we cope with most pain, heavy coats in the winter and a umbrella when it rains, Got the blood of a warrior, born with scriptures in my brain, but with the skin of a sinner, with desires I can't explain. I'm a product of the streets and a lot of oppession instead of gettin a glock, I use my brain as a weapon, hopin that I can make an impression on the soul of the youth. those that grew up out of control cause no one told them the truth, and they parents confused livin in stupidity too, they yellin do as I say, but don't do as I do. So them parents ain't really true cause the parent is the leader, It don't make you much of a parent because you roopin em and feedin em.
Notice me, take my hand, why are we strangers when our love is strong? Why carry on without me? Every time I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small, I guess I need you, and every time I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me. I guess I need you lately. I make believe that you are here, it's the only way I can see clearly. What have I done? You seem to move uneasy. I may have made it rain. please forgive me. My weakness caused you pain, so this is my sorry. I know that it's already too late, I just thought I'd say it anyway. Don't tell me to leave, I guess I'll do it willingly. I really do need you, more than you could ever think. Don't talk just hold that thought and freeze. There's so many things that I owe to you, but this conversation is over due.
Givin up is hard to do, when you really love someone. Giving up is so hard to do, when you still depend upon his warm and tender touch. His kiss and his caress. That use to mean so much, and bring you such happiness. givin up is so hard to do, I've tried, but it just ain't no use in givin up. But my light of hope is burning dim, but in my heart I pray, that my love and faith in the man, my love will bring him back some day. Weather! weather he knows or not, he really needs me too. the man is all I got, and givin up is so hard to do. It's just as hard for me as it is for you, it all depends on if your willing to fix the damage you've done to this relationship.
Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start. Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care.
Bell Ringers!!! Yay!
I have plenty of teachers I considered a favorite. Every year it's always a new person added to the list. My favorite adult in Uplift that isn't a teacher, is Mr. Jones! That will never change! I LOVE MR. JONES! He understands me, and corrects me when I'm in the wrong. He doesn't judge me and sees me for who I really am, despite anything else. Ok, but here are my list of favorite TEACHERS since being in High School.
Freshman Year
- Ms. Bartels
- Mr. Yolich
Sophmore Year
- Ms. Rodriguez
- Ms. Robin (=D)
Junior Year
- Mr. Winfrey
- Mr. Haines
So that's my list! I love them all! Only because they show me that they care and/or kept it real with me above anything else. They also understand me as a student even if they don't agree to my work ethic habits.
- Is hip-hop better than it was in the past(1995-2000), or vice-versa?
Hip-Hop isn't dead yet, just hospitalized from cancer, and the only cure lies in the words of true hip-hop artists. The only way the cancer can spread is if artists like Soulja Boy, F.L.Y., Plies, and G-Spot continue to make pointless stuff. Sure it attracts younger kids and garuntees a good time when you wanna tweak and have some fun, but no, it's not worth costing Hip-Hop's life. You know Hip-Hop was made off of real artists saying something you can relate to, but I wanna know how can you relate to the Stanky Leg or Do The Ricky Bobby! Artists nowadays that can cure hip-hop are Drake, Kanye West, Common, Nas, T.I., Lupe Fiasco, and Jay-Z. Tupac is still my all time favorite artist! I gotta give KUDOS to Biggie too!
-Having Kids
I would have kids between the age range 25-31. No older than that. If so I'll adopt. I want to have 1 Girl and 1 Boy. My son will be my favorite! His name is going to Ahmad Dahir Abdalla! Yay! My daughter will be named Amayeta or Ebony, but she will take her father's last name. I would not like to have kids at an early age, you know I'm not capable of caring for a child, when I'm not even in the position to care for myself.
-What is love?
Love is so amazing...but it has it’s moments...it can have you up then down. People try to say that real love is when you don’t wanna go to sleep because reality is so much better than a dream. Is that really true? Because I know people who love someone with every fiber in their body but they have those days where they wanna sleep to get away from reality. So that’s not exactly accurate. Love is what you make it and just because you in a relationship with someone you can still love someone else. While someone is out there hoeing around...they can still love someone. It just matters whether or not you respect that person. Plus, if you are in love with someone you won’t have to worry about being disrespected or cheated on. Nothing like that. Understand that loving someone and being in love is two different things. Being in love is better than amazing...it’s breath-taking and endless...it’s everything you ever wanted and more. It’s when it exceeds your expectations.
"Love conquers all, is what we're told. Which love conquers all? No one love is the same & if everyone's love is different, one love can defeat the other."
- Freestyle
To fight the battle of life, you don't have to use your fists to survive. You need to have a strong mind & heart to win, and even the strongest, get weak. As long as you don't surrender to what life hits you with. All you can do is come out alive." - Timiro A.
I feel that last year I had to prove who I was. Show what Timiro stood for. All the time. It was a never ending battle...and I felt as though I broke down a couple of times, but I never surrendered. I was introduced to immaturity, ignorance, liars, stunts, and so much more to the umpteenth level! Wow! I'm not gonna lie, I had a couple of those moments, but those few moments didn't define me. I made mistakes, but who doesn't? I'm human aren't I?I just hate when people put on a facade that they are one way when they're another. Pull the wool over people's eyes, because they know the fool will let them. I'm tired of being misunderstood because people wanna be seen in a better light than I. Well, to my haters, and followers. I don't just shine, I illuminate the whole show. So, get out of your fantasy world that, you can out shine me. Also, don't lie to yourself because truth is, when a lie is repeated enough it becomes the truth. Don't fall before your pushed, stop tripping over your own shoe stringsI've said my piece for now. Ha! Feel no way about what I wrote, just some personal thoughts. If you do feel a way...good. Maybe it'll help you for the better.
- Freestyle
Stole it from Mike B.! Yay! Good stuff!
Understand that a patient man doesn't wait for his benefits; a patient man waits to give the girl her benefits. To become what she needs, but a girl can not be scared of lions, tigers, or bears and can still be scared of the one they love. Understand that patient man understands all of the patient man needs no date all he asks for is the assurance of the girl's presence. To do little things with a patient man and love it proves that time is worth wasting with this patient man. A patient man does try hard to convince, but never blames the girl for taking her time, however take heed to what a patient man is saying. If you stick around a patient man and a patient man opens up to you…do not disregard those feelings. Even if a patient man doesn't directly tell you that he has feelings for you, once he talks about his feelings around you he must have some type of attraction to you. Understand that a patient man is easy to love once you give it a chance; a patient man doesn't need more than one chance and if he happens to fuck up once a patient man will fight all odds to get that girl back.
- Freestyle
For the people who are pursuing people, but are afraid...
-Fear is stronger than love sometimes. Fear is a crippling emotion. Fear will prevent you from what you're capable of attaining. It's alright to be hesistant, but sometimes you gotta let everything go and do what you know YOU SHOULD/WANT/NEED to do. It never hurts to adjust to something new and get out of your comfort zone. It's always good to try something new and aim to get what you want, by any means neccessary.
(Ok, that's all folks!)