Pain in My Soul

Oh I miss you so much. My eyes have turned into Niagara Falls.  I mean what am I supposed to do, when your there, without a memory in your mind and I'm over here turning myself into a tsunami.  I don't even know what to think. And worst of all, there anyone to talk to is. They won't understand.  All they do is nod their heads. All they say is that I'll be fine, and it'll get better. Well it hasn't gotten better in ten years.  I don't blame them, there's really nothing they could say about it.  I barely know you, but yet, I still love you. I barely know you but yet I let my tears down my face for you. And the thing is, I don't cut myself for you.  I cry for you.  Cutting, well that's just exposing myself. I can't let them know. And by the way, that's not enough. But my tears in my eyes are the pain in my soul. My tears explain my soul. - Afnan Maizer ♥