BABY IN A CELL!!

Those last few steps seemed the most difficult. I had ever made in my life. Walking down death row with prison guard on my side. All I could do was stare at my stomach and think what I have done. Flash back 2 weeks ago. Me and my home girls in the yard laughing at the skinny girl getting punked on the basketball court. “Annnt!!” The bell rung. Everyone had to line up to leave the yard. I always waited to the end because I needed extra assistance with my lil bump. Yes. If you haven’t noticed by now. I’m pregnant. 8 months to be exact. And I’m in jail. Because my baby daddy threw his stash in my purse during a raid and made me take the fall. I’ve been in here for 4 months now. And it doesn’t look like im getting out anytime soon. But back to the story. Im always at the end of the line. And this 1 guard would always try to assist me. He was a male guard in a female prison. I always felt uncomfortable when he would approach me. He would touch me and talk to me in a disrespectful and sexual way. Yes. I would tell the guards and warden. But come on now who would believe a convict. So as I was walking to my cell he walked behind me this day unlike others. Something wasn’t right. I tried to act like I had to use the bathroom. But who was it kidding he exclaimed I was pretty and hard headed and I needed to be punished. As he said that he began to unbuckle his pants. I crunch my legs. He hit me like I was in a Tyson fight. I feel to the floor. He hoped on top of me. I tried myself to fight him off of me and scream. But it seemed like I was talking to the walls only. No one came. He tried to push inside of me put it didn’t work. After all my squaring he finally got in. I cried loudly. He was hurting my child I could feel it. He was to ruff. He began to rub on my stomach claiming this was his baby. He pumped me hard like I was a virgin. I felt my child moving and this feeling was not good. He finally finished. He was sweaty. I was sedated by the body. I couldn’t move I laid there for 30 seconds. And thought about what happen. As he was pulling up his pants something trickled down my leg. I then quickly reached and pulled his gun out of his hoister. I SHOT HIM IN THE HEAD! RING ERRRRT! The sirens came on. The guards came to my room and rushed me. I could barely move. I had blood running down my leg. I tried to explain my side of the story. That the man jus raped me. But they weren’t trying to hear it. They placed me in a holding cell for tow weeks. As the guards came and got me those last few steps seemed the most difficult I had made in my life. Walking down death row with a prison guard down my side. All I could do was stare at my stomach and think what have I done? They jus ruled against my favor for life in prison. Instead he sentenced me death. He gave me and my unborn baby the chair. Because some horny ass guard raped us. Two lives are going to be taken over some unconnected sex. And a mother reacting. That’s ain’t right